目前的气温是72度，风在平静的一边。 Currently it's 72 right now, with those winds on the calm side.
这只是匹兹堡一个风和日丽的星期二早晨。 It's just a glorious Tuesday morning here in Pittsburgh.
我们可以看到我们周围..。 We can see around us...
亲爱的佐伊。 Dear Zoe.
有报道称79号州际公路在该市北部交会... Reports of a tie-up on I-79 north of the city...
我对你的记忆甚至在你出生之前就有了。 I have memories of you from before you were even born.
我只记得我们围坐在厨房里， I just remember us sitting around the kitchen,
为你应该叫什么名字而争吵... arguing about what your name should be...
.以及这是如何让你成为一个真实的人 ...and how that somehow made you a real person
甚至在我看到你的脸之前。 before I even saw you face.
妈妈告诉我们佐伊意味着生命，这个名字会保护你。 Mom told us Zoe means life, that this name would protect you...
佐伊！ Zoe!
但那天没有什么能保护你， but nothing could have protected you that day,
除了我，我没有。 except me, and I didn't.
-我只是一个有普通问题的普通女孩。-妈妈！ -I was just an ordinary girl with ordinary problems. -Mom!
离婚的父母，恼人的继父， Divorced parents, annoying stepdad,
糟糕的成绩。 lousy grades.
有点差劲的朋友。 Kind of lousy friends.
但是你，你是非凡的， But you, you were extraordinary,
我喜欢做你的大姐。 and I loved being your big sister.
如果有人说你只是我同父异母的妹妹我会很生气， I'd get pissed if someone said you were only my half-sister,
因为你从来都不是半壁江山。 because you were never half of anything.
...作为世界贸易中心的塔楼... ...as the towers of the World Trade Center...
但后来你离开了我们 But then you left us
在能想象到的最糟糕的一天。 on the worst day imaginable.
它现在就在我们头顶上。我们得让开！ It's right on top of us right now. We gotta get out of the way!
在新闻上，他们一整年都在说 On the news, they've been saying all year
那段历史将永远分裂 that history will forever be divided
在9/11之前和之后发生的事情。 between what happened before 9/11 and after.
但这会抹去你的死亡， But that erases your death,
因为你在那一天死了，但不是因为那一天。 because you died on that day but not because of that day.
你是因为我而死的。 You died because of me.
在这个过程中，你可能会经历焦虑， Along the way, you might experience anxiety,
抑郁，愤怒，甚至内疚。 depression, anger, even guilt.
每当你感到冲动的时候，就在这些笔记本上写下来 Whenever you feel the urge, write down in these notebooks
任何你想说或想记住的事。 anything you want to say or to remember.
我们为什么要记住这一切呢？ Why would we want to remember any of this?
-泰西！-泰丝，回来！ - Tessie! - Tess, get back here!
嘿，亲爱的，没事的。 Hey, sweetie, it's okay.
到这儿来。 Come here.
这太无礼了。 That was rude.
我说完了，我不会在任何愚蠢的笔记本上写东西。 I'm done talking, and I won't write in any stupid notebook.
所以，伙计们，你们可以享受你们的“康复之路”了， So, you guys, you can enjoy your trip down "recovery road,"
但我不会去的。 but I'm not going.
你要告诉她这个吗？ You gonna tell her that?
我们需要这样做才能变得更好。 We need to do it to get better.
来吧，亲爱的。 Come on, sweetie.
内疚和悲伤是一个强大的组合。 Guilt and grief are a powerful combination.
他们让你质疑你以前做过的事情。 They make you question things you used to do before.
化妆的时间更少，吃早餐的时间更多。赶快! Less time on makeup, more time on breakfast. Come on!
比如，我将如何与Em进行令人不安的深入讨论 Like, how I'd get into disturbingly in-depth discussions with Em
关于你总是把浴室弄得臭烘烘的。 about how you'd always stink up the bathroom.
哦！ Ohhh!
以及我会如何挑起我每天和大卫的争执 And how I'd pick my daily fight with David
想上艺术学校而不是上大学。 about wanting to go to art school instead of college.
还有我每周和妈妈吵架，因为我不想在我爸爸家呆上一段时间。 And my weekly fight with Mom about not wanting to spend time over at my dad's.
或者我是如何在公交车上和我的朋友八卦男孩的 Or how I used to gossip about boys with my friends on the bus
在学校忍受漫长而无聊的一天。 and suffer through long, boring days at school...
我宁愿呆在家里和你一起玩一整天。 when I'd much rather have just stayed home and played with you all day.
哦，过来！ Oh, come here!
哦！嗯！ Ohh! Mmm!
然后我们就可以一起去市场了。 Then we could have all gone to the market...
哦，你会有一个漏斗蛋糕。 Oh, you're gonna have a funnel cake.
...在那里我可以和可爱的贾斯汀调情. ...where I could have flirted with cute Justin.
你可以和可爱的贾斯汀调情。 And you could have flirted with cute Justin.
现在该把这袋土豆装袋了！ And now to bag this sack of potatoes!
摩托罗拉！ Motatoes!
也许如果我做点不一样的事 Maybe if I did something different,
事情就会不同了。 things would be different.
也可能不是。 Or maybe not.
老实说我真的不知道了。 I honestly just don't know anymore.
因为在每一天结束的时候， Because at the end of every goddamn day,
现实开始了。 reality set in...
...而我之前就被留下了... ...and I was just left with before...
在那之后。 and after.
十月。 October.
十一月。 November.
十二月。 December.
意思相同的词-- Words that meant the same thing--
之后。 after.
嘿，艾米。你在这里做什么？ Hey, Em. What are you doing in here?
我喜欢这墙纸。 I like the wallpaper.
我能看看吗？ Can I see?
那是什么？ What is it?
圣诞老人脸朝下躺着，哭着。 Santa lying face down, crying.
艾玛需要圣诞节。 Em needs Christmas.
我们没有树什么的。 We don't have a tree or anything.
我是认真的? Seriously?
我在努力，苔丝。 I'm trying, Tess.
再加把劲。 Try harder.
♪我一直坐在这里♪ ♪ I've been sitting here ♪
♪从未如此清晰过，♪ ♪ Never been so clear ♪
♪告诉自己这是真的，♪ ♪ Telling myself it's true ♪
♪我仍然需要你们所有人♪ ♪ Still I need all of you ♪
♪All All You♪ ♪ All of you ♪
♪别天真了♪ ♪ Don't you be naïve ♪
♪继续感觉事情♪ ♪ Go on feeling things ♪
闭着眼睛的♪紧挨着♪ ♪ With your eyes Closed tight ♪
♪重新生活更好的夜晚更好的夜晚..。♪ ♪ Re-living better nights Better nights... ♪
圣诞节来了又走了。 Christmas came and went.
♪每时每刻都静止不动...♪ ♪ Every moment frozen Still... ♪
什么都没变。 Nothing changed.
♪让你时时刻刻都安全♪ ♪ Every moment Safe for you ♪
♪和I♪ ♪ And I ♪
♪然后苦涩的事实来了..。♪ ♪ Then the bitter truth Came... ♪
一月，二月， January, February,
进行曲。 March...
♪我是..。♪ ♪ I was... ♪
之后。 After.
♪...失去你♪ ♪ ...losing you ♪
天哪。你妈妈还好吗？ Oh, my God. Is your mom okay?
我不想谈这件事，好吗？ I don't want to talk about it, okay?
我们走吧。 Let's just go.
♪是的，我♪ ♪ Yeah, I ♪
♪失去了你，♪ ♪ Was losing you ♪
-我有一只我非常喜欢的狗。 - I had a dog that I loved very much.
她的名字叫米兹。 Her name was Mitzi.
她长大了，年纪大了，然后就去世了。 And she grew up to be old and she died.
她去世的时候我很难过 And I was very sad when she died
因为她和我是好朋友， because she and I were good pals,
她死的时候，我哭了。 and when she died, I cried.
我不想埋葬她 I didn't want to bury her
因为我觉得我应该假装她还活着。 because I thought I'd just pretend that she was still alive.
这是什么味儿？ What's that smell?
他妈的！ Goddamn it!
我基本上没有生活。 I basically had no life.
我开始想，如果我再努力一次， I started thinking maybe if I made a little effort again,
可能会有好事发生。 something good might happen.
你好，苔丝。你母亲好吗？ Hiya, Tess. How's your mother?
我想，她很棒。 She's good, I guess.
那么，呃，我能为你做些什么？ So, uh, what can I get ya?
我们需要一磅火鸡和一些火腿。 We need a pound of turkey and some ham.
好吧。 Okay.
嘿，苔丝，等等。 Hey, Tess, wait up.
嗨。你好吗？ Hi. How are you?
我很好。 I'm good.
实际上，我很好。 I'm great, actually.
你能把这个给艾莉吗？ Would you give this to Elly?
我是说你妈妈。 I-- I mean your mom.
这是她每月的账单。 It's her monthly statement.
这是你男朋友给我的。 Your boyfriend gave this to me.
-那是我的裙子吗？-不，拿去吧真的。 -Is that my dress? -No, take it. Really.
很漂亮。说实话，这是一首诗。太棒了。 It's beautiful. It's poetry, honestly. It's amazing.
诗歌？你在做什么...？ Poetry? What are you...?
-不是你想的那样。-或者和我想的一模一样。 -It's not what you think. -Or it's exactly what I think it is.
不是的。你，亲爱的，你 No. You-- honey, you--
别碰我! Don't touch me!
事实上，我觉得这很棒。 Actually, I think it's great.
真的。我希望你们俩在一起很幸福， Really. I hope you guys are just so happy together,
因为老实说，我不认为你他妈的在乎任何人。 because I didn't think you gave a shit about anyone, to be honest.
尤其是你自己的家人。 Especially not your own family.
-让我想想。-没有。 -Let me see. -No.
噢!好吧，等等，不，我明白了。这就像是你的事，对吧？ Oh! Okay, wait, no, I get it. This is, like, your thing, right?
这是你的事，因为，是的，我们在一家杂货店里遇到了大卫。 It's your thing because, yeah, well, we met David in a grocery store.
我们在一家杂货店遇到了贾斯汀。 And we met Justin in a grocery store.
-那么，贾斯汀会成为我的新爸爸吗？-给我！住手！ -So, what, is Justin gonna be my new dad? -Give me that! Stop it!
这和佐伊没有任何关系！ This has nothing to do with Zoe!
其他一切都是如此！ Everything else does!
停止播放! Stop!
♪为时已晚♪ ♪ It's too late ♪
♪太晚了，醒不过来♪ ♪ Too late to be awake ♪
♪它一直在♪上 ♪ It goes on and on ♪
♪伴随着我的每一次呼吸♪ ♪ With every breath I take ♪
♪草将种植♪ ♪ Grass will grow ♪
♪和红心会让♪崩溃 ♪ And hearts will break ♪
♪它一直在♪上 ♪ It goes on and on ♪
♪伴随着我的每一次呼吸♪ ♪ With every breath I take ♪
♪我在绕圈跑♪ ♪ I'm running in circles ♪
♪我要失去一切了♪ ♪ I'm losing it all ♪
♪从有到无♪ ♪ From something to nothing ♪
♪做正确的事♪ ♪ Do the right thing ♪
♪和让我坠落♪ ♪ And let me fall ♪
♪你在把我推到一边♪ ♪ You're pushing me sideways ♪
♪但你不会放手的♪ ♪ But you won't let go ♪
♪和我知道你很抱歉♪ ♪ And I know you're sorry ♪
♪，但要做正确的事♪ ♪ But do the right thing ♪
♪割断了绳子，让我掉下去了♪ ♪ Cut the rope And let me fall ♪
如果我可以在这里说实话， If I can be honest here,
真正困扰我的是我恨你， what was really bugging me was that I was hating you,
痛恨你对我和我们家所做的一切。 hating your guts for what you had done to me and our family.
那种感觉要把我活活吞噬了。 That feeling was eating me alive.
我需要它停下来。 I needed it to stop.
♪为时已晚♪ ♪ It's too late ♪
♪太晚了，不能再犯错误了♪ ♪ Too late To make mistakes ♪
♪All Flow♪ ♪ All flowed ♪
带着你所有的心理游戏♪♪ ♪ With all your mind games ♪
♪时间很慢，♪ ♪ Time is slow ♪
♪擦除痛苦的♪ ♪ To erase the pain ♪
♪，但它一直在♪上 ♪ But it goes on and on ♪
♪伴随着我的每一次呼吸♪ ♪ With every breath I take ♪
♪我在绕圈跑♪ ♪ I'm running in circles ♪
♪我要失去一切了♪ ♪ I'm losing it all ♪
♪从有到无♪ ♪ From something to nothing ♪
♪做正确的事♪ ♪ Do the right thing ♪
♪和让我坠落♪ ♪ And let me fall ♪
♪和我知道你很抱歉♪ ♪ And I know you're sorry ♪
♪，但要做正确的事♪ ♪ But do the right thing ♪
♪割断了绳子，让我掉下去了♪ ♪ Cut the rope And let me fall ♪
什么.？噢。 What...? Oh.
嘿，泰西女孩。 Hey, Tessie girl.
你在--你在这里干什么？ What are you-- what are you doing here?
呃.。 Uh...
等。你能给我一分钟吗？ Wait. Can you give me one minute?
-一，就是...-是的 -One, just... -Yeah.
-是吗？是吗，-是的 -Yeah? Yeah? -Yeah.
等一下。好吧。 One second. Okay.
你得走了。 You gotta go.
我的孩子来了。 My kid's here.
你有孩子吗？ You got a kid?
我晚些时候给你打电话。 I'll call you later.
你一定是在跟我开玩笑。 You gotta be kidding me.
到底怎么回事？ What's going on?
你妈妈还好吗？ Is your mom okay?
-嗯.-你是来这里参观的吗？ -Um... -Did you come here for a visit?
是啊，算是吧。 Yeah, sort of.
等。你的就寝时间是几点？ Wait. When's your bedtime?
我能进来吗？ Can I come in?
-出去！-你当然可以。 - Get out! - Of course you can.
-哟，兄弟！-找一份真正的工作！ - Yo, bro! - Get a real job!
演出结束了。好吧? Show's over. Okay?
直接进去吧。得到了一窝新生的小狗。 Go right in. Got a new litter of puppies.
你知道的，只是要小心。他们会很兴奋的。 You know, just be careful. They're gonna get real excited.
你能不能安静点？ Would you just pipe down?
你还记得丁妮女孩吗？ You remember Tinnie girl?
坏蛋，对吧？ Badass, right?
完全没问题。 Totally.
你还记得你以前的房间吗？ You remember your old room?
-我知道了.-谢谢. -I got it. -Thanks.
好吧。 Okay.
泰西！ Tessie!
你认为如何？ What do you think?
太棒了。 It's amazing.
啊，女士们！ Ah, the ladies!
是的，我在床底下的一个盒子里找到的。 Yeah, I found those in a box under the bed.
你，呃..。你还和他们一起玩吗？ You, uh... you still play with them?
我只是，你知道，我一直都很友善 I just, you know, I've been keeping it nice
因为有一天你可能最终会过来。 for the day when you might finally come over.
我只是，呃..。 I just, uh...
我没想到你会，呃... I didn't think you'd, uh...
你自愿过来吧 come over on your own free will
或者不打个电话， or without calling,
或者是在半夜。 or in the middle of the night.
你饿了吗？ You hungry?
我可以帮我们订披萨。 I can order us pizza.
我真的很高兴你来了。 I'm really glad you're here.
-是的，我也是.-好的. -Yeah, me too. -Okay.
休息后，我们将讨论 After the break, we'll be talking
与国务卿科林·鲍威尔。 with Secretary of State Colin Powell.
-我们的客人真的是一个鼓舞人心的人。 - Our guest is truly an inspiration.
科林·鲍威尔是我国第一位 Colin Powell is our country's first
非洲裔美国人国家安全顾问 African-American National Security Advisor
以及首位非裔美国参谋长联席会议主席， and the first African-American chairman of the Joint Chiefs of Staff,
以及第一位非裔美国国务卿。 and the first African-American Secretary of State.
在这之前..。 Before all of that...
...他是一位四星上将，有着漫长而杰出的职业生涯。 ...he was a four-star general with a long and distinguished career.
从军队退役后， After retiring from the military,
他建立了美国最大的志愿者组织之一 he built one of America's largest volunteer organizations
养活了1000多万儿童…… that supports more than ten million children...
-是吗？--你有大麻烦了！ - Yeah? - -You are in such big trouble!
-妈妈，妈妈，妈妈！-你被禁足了！ -Mom, Mom, Mom! -You are so grounded!
-天哪，振作起来.-什么？ -Jeez, pull it together. -What?
你半夜不告诉我就跑了？ You run off in the middle of the night without telling me?
你让我很担心。泰丝，你现在就要回家了。 You had me so worried. Tess, you are coming home right now.
不，不，我不是，因为你必须从沙发上下来才能让我，所以... No, no, I'm not, because you'd have to get off the couch to make me, so...
尼克，你在家吗？尼克？ Nick, are you home? Nick?
把门打开！ Open up the door!
对，对。 Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.
-你在干什么？-艾莉，你在干什么？ -What are you doing? -Elly, What are you doing?
她为什么会在这里？！为什么，为什么？ Why is she here?! Why, why?
-她刚来这里.-为什么？ -She just came here. -Why?
因为她来了，冷静点！ 'Cause she came here. Calm down!
-嘿，放开她！去找她。-听着！ -Hey, let her go! Go get her. -Listen!
不，你听着！艾莉是监护人，不是你。 No, you listen! Elly's the custodial parent, not you.
哈?不是你！ Huh? Not you!
根据合同，你有义务送苔丝回家！ You are contractually obligated to send Tess home!
听着，我知道你们经历了地狱， Look, I know youse been through hell,
我不知道你是怎么应对的。 and I have no idea how you're coping.
-我真的不想-嗯 -I really don't. -Mm-hmm.
但我知道里面的那个孩子显然也很受伤。 But I know that that kid in there is obviously hurting too.
赶快。 Come on.
你吓到她了。 You're scaring her.
哦，亲爱的，对不起。 Oh, honey, I'm sorry.
我们只是--我们只是在聊天。 We were just-- we were just talking.
给苔丝一点空间。 Give Tess some space.
大卫，给自己留点空间。 David, give yourself some space.
至少在周末是这样。 For the weekend at least.
我只是让一切都分崩离析，呃... I'm just letting everything fall apart, uh...
不，伙计。 Nah, man.
世界刚刚爆炸了。 The world just blew up.
没有人能阻止它。 And nobody could stop it.
谢谢。 Thanks.
晚安。 Good night.
你需要一个名字，是吗？ You need a name, huh?
能帮你长得又大又壮的东西，对吧？ Something that's gonna help you grow big and strong, yeah?
噢! Oh!
上帝啊。嘿，把那狗屎关掉！ Jesus Christ. Hey, turn that shit off!
海盗们正在结束一个美好的夏天和第一个月。 Pirates are wrapping up a good summer and first month.
他们以13胜8负的战绩 They had 13 wins against eight losses
进入今天的双头对决。 going into today's double header...
-爸爸，我做错了什么.-已经开始了？你才刚到这里。 -Dad, I did something wrong. -Already? You just got here.
给这个小家伙起了个名字。 Gave this little guy a name.
-噢！啊！-让我猜猜。 -Ow! Ugh! -Let me guess.
-Chompers。-科林·鲍威尔。 -Chompers. -Colin Powell.
你用国务卿的名字给那只小狗取名？ You named that pup after the Secretary of State?
我知道他是谁。 I know who he is.
-我们能留下他吗？-你可以留下他. -Can we keep him? -You may keep him.
你得照顾好他。 You gotta take care of him.
这意味着你必须时不时地在这里度过一个周末，好吗？ That means you gotta spend a weekend here every now and again, all right?
就这么着，说好了。 Deal.
天哪。带一只小狗才能把你带到这里来。 Man. Takes a puppy to get you to come here.
看看那个怪异的煎蛋卷。 Look at that freakin' omelet.
-是啊，那是个怪异的煎蛋卷.-是的 -Yeah, that's a freakin' omelet. -Yeah.
比我以前当奴隶的那个该死的黑强多了。 Better than that damn nebnose I used to slave for.
你以前是吗？ You used to?
这就是为这个人工作的问题，泰西。 Here's the thing about working for the man, Tessie.
他们没有头绪，但他们说了算。 They don't have a clue, but they're in charge.
而你却被困在它们下面。 And you're stuck under them.
对吗？ Right?
在这个世界上，你必须自力更生。 In this world, you've gotta be self-starting.
你要得到你想要的，做一个积极进取的人。 You gotta take what you want, be a go-getter.
-你为尼克工作？-是的 -You workin' for Nick? -Yeah.
时不时地。 Now and again.
嘿，快点！ Hey, hurry up!
我们没有一整天的时间！ We ain't got all day!
哟，尼克！ Yo, Nick!
蒂妮不会想念她的小狗吗？ Won't Tinnie miss her puppies?
不，她会很高兴让他们离开家的。 Nah, she'll be happy to have them out of the house.
她已经开始感到恼火了。 She's already starting to get annoyed.
我以为他们会为他们杀人。 I thought they'd kill for them.
好的。并不是说她想让他们永远在一起。 Sure. Don't mean she want them hanging around forever.
嘿-嘿-嘿！哈? Hey-ey-ey! Huh?
让我看看你！ Let me take a look at you!
你的手指舔得很好！ You are finger-lickin' good!
好了，小崔。 All right, Trav.
我很确定他在跟你说话。 Pretty sure he's talking to you.
你在取笑我吗？ Are you makin' fun of me?
好吧，如果我是，我会从你晚上说出的狗屎开始。 Well, if I were, I'd start with that God-awful shit you crank out at night.
所以，你甚至都不了解我，你已经在破坏我的音乐了。 So, you don't even know me, and you're already trashing my music.
好的。酷，酷，酷。 All right. Cool, cool, cool.
我是泰丝。 I'm Tess.
我是吉米。 I'm Jimmy.
那个小家伙很友好吗？ That little one friendly?
嗨。 Hi.
那么，苔丝，你开了一家建筑公司？ So, Tess, you run a construction firm?
那就是你那辆上面有你名字的破卡车？ That's your shitty truck out there with your name on it?
你开的是什么，保时捷？ What are you driving, a Porsche?
我不是你所说的合法驾驶。 I'm not what you would call legal to drive.
好吧，怎么回事？你已经够大了。 Well, how come? You're old enough.
这么说吧，上次我被拦下的时候， Let's just say, the last time I got pulled over,
如果我有驾照，他们会再一次没收我的驾照。 if I'd have had my license, they would have taken it from me, yet again.
嗯，你看，如果我拿到驾照， Well, see, if I ever get my license,
我不会把它当做我不喜欢的笨蛋男友。 I'm not gonna treat it like some lame-ass boyfriend I'm not really into.
你说对了。赶快。 You got me there. Come on.
那么，你多大了，苔丝？ So, how old are you, Tess?
十七。 Seventeen.
嗯，16岁，但，嗯，很快就是17岁了。 Well, 16, but, um, 17 soon.
--8月26日。-这就是你化妆这么浓的原因吗？ -August 26th. -Is that why you wear so much makeup?
你真的很圆滑，你知道吗？ You're real smooth, you know that?
我不是那个意思。 I didn't mean it like that.
我只是说你并不真的需要它，仅此而已。 I just meant you don't really need it, that's all.
你要来杯啤酒吗？ You want a beer?
什么？ What?
你听到了吗？ You heard me?
来吧，UMP，买副新眼镜。 Come on, ump, get a new pair of glasses.
赶快! Come on!
嘿。 Hey.
贾尔斯，你定价太高了，西海岸的一块... Giles, you overpriced, West Coast piece of--
打那该死的球！ Hit the goddamn ball!
把它放回去，告诉他该死的滚出去。 Put it back, and tell him to get the hell out of here.
什么？爸爸，别这样，他是无害的。 What? Dad, come on, he's harmless.
-放回去.-爸爸！ - Put it back. - Dad!
我不想让你和他混在一起。 I don't want you hanging around with him.
-有何不可？-因为是我说的 -Why not? -Because I said so.
我该怎么做，一直和你在一起吗？ What am I supposed to do, hang out with you all the time?
终于来了！他终于得到了一记安打！是! Finally! Finally he gets a hit! Yes!
呃，当然，是的。你想坐下来吗？ Uh, sure, yeah. You want to sit down?
你可以和丁尼和我一起出去看布科斯吗？ You can hang out with Tinnie and I and watch the Buccos?
-没有。-你可以邀请你的朋友过来。 -No. -You can invite your friends over.
他们是默多克农场的，爸爸。 They're from Murdoch Farms, Dad.
他们就不会被抓到死在布洛克。 They wouldn't be caught dead in Braddock.
爸爸，有什么大不了的？ Dad, what's the big deal?
因为你妈妈会抓狂的 'Cause your mom would freak out.
我以为你很酷，但你是最差劲的！ I thought you were cool, but you're the worst!
你为什么要大喊大叫？ Why are you yelling?
我都听到了。 I heard all of that.
我不知道他有什么问题。 I don't know what his problem is.
我? Me?
你惹麻烦了吗？ Are you trouble?
♪你以为你了解我你不了解我♪ ♪ You think that you know me You don't ♪
♪我就在你想要的地方我不是♪ ♪ I'm right where you want me I'm not ♪
♪我想你现在应该知道了..。♪ ♪ I think you should Know by now... ♪
这就是你的房间？ That's your room?
凉爽的。 Cool.
回头见，苔丝。 See you around, Tess.
♪踢倒挡在我们路上的墙♪ ♪ Kicking down the walls In our way ♪
打破规则，打破规则♪♪ ♪ Break, break Break the rules ♪
♪这是我的故事♪ ♪ This is my story ♪
♪这是我的歌♪ ♪ This is my song ♪
♪这是我的歌..。♪ ♪ This is my song... ♪
-你好，妈妈.-泰西！你好吗，亲爱的？ -Hello, Mama. -Tessie! How you doin', hon?
-嗨，陌陌。-珍爱。 -Hi, Momo. -Precious.
♪一整天♪ ♪ All the day long ♪
太感谢你了，安妮修女 Thank you so much, Sister Annie,
鼓励我们敬拜拯救我们的上帝。 for encouraging us to worship the God of our salvation.
爱是一种行动。 Love is an action.
在9/11，许多男人和女人冲进了一些地方 On 9/11, many men and women rushed into places
否则他们是不会参与的。 that they otherwise would not have gone into.
他们无私地奉献了自己。 They gave selflessly of themselves.
你会站起来吗？ Will you stand?
我们需要大声唱出来。 We need to sing out.
他们付出了自己的生命 They have given their lives
为了人民的生命而牺牲， in sacrifice for the lives of the people,
因此，我们不能忘记！ and therefore we cannot forget!
泰西！ Tessie!
爸爸早上开车送我去学校。 Dad's driving me to school in the morning.
所以，什么，我是说，他会送你回家吗？ So, what, I mean, is he going to give you a ride home?
不，我要搭便车回去。 No, I'm going to be hitchhiking back.
请不要谈论这样的事情。 Please don't talk about stuff like that.
妈妈，没关系的。 Mom, it's fine.
你知道我很担心。 Well, you know that I worry.
艾米一直问我你什么时候回家所以..。 Em keeps asking me when you're coming home, so...
你什么时候回家？ when are you coming home?
我需要一些时间，好吗？ I need some time, okay?
-我得理清头绪.-我是说，还有多少时间？ -I have to clear my head. -I mean, how much time?
我是说，你什么时候回家？ I mean, when are you gonna be home?
我不知道，大概一周吧？ I don't know, like a week?
一个月？-一个月！ -A month? -A month!
一个月？ A month?
听着，如果-如果..。 Look, if-if...
如果是为了..。 if this is about...
贾斯汀。 Justin...
这算不了什么。 it was nothing.
这不关我的事。 It's none of my business.
他只是一个可以和我在一起的人 He was just someone who I could be with
我可以跟你聊天，也可以大笑 and I could talk to or laugh
有几分钟， for a couple minutes,
为了--为了真正感觉良好。 to-- to actually feel good.
就像我说的，这不关我的事。 Like I said, it's not my business.
来吧，围过来。 Come on, gather around.
故事时间到了。 Story time.
伙计们，来吧。 Guys, come on.
嗨。 Hi.
谢谢。 Thank you.
你还好吗？ You doing okay?
你要回家吗？ Are you coming back home?
你把笔记本落在那里了。 You left your notebook.
到处都是纸。 There's paper everywhere.
那么，你为什么来这里？ So, why did you come here?
因为我很想你。 Because I missed you.
而我，嗯..。 And I, um...
我想让你知道我的离开， I wanted you to know that me leaving,
这和你没有任何关系。 it had nothing to do with you.
你想搭车回家吗？ Do you want a ride home?
你学会开车了？ You learned to drive?
嗯。 Yeah.
我看到你在看我。 I see you lookin'.
你喜欢我的卡车吗？ You like my truck?
我可能会摔倒的。 I could fall out.
-实际上，这就像是在肯尼伍德兜风. - Actually, it's like a ride at Kennywood.
哦，是的，我们被勾搭在一起了。 Oh, yeah, we're hooked together.
嗯-嗯。 Mm-hmm.
你知道，我们可以每天放学后去接你。 You know, we could pick you up every day after school.
你喜欢这样吗？ Would you like that?
嗯.。嗯? Hmm... Yeah?
谢谢。 Thank you.
这样你就不会忘记她长什么样了。 So you don't forget what she looks like.
妈妈睡着了吗？ Is Mom asleep?
你不会有事吧？ You gonna be okay?
明天也是一样的演练吗？ Same drill tomorrow?
只是别告诉妈妈或大卫。 Just don't tell Mom or David.
爱你。 Love you.
你来吗，瑞德？ You comin', Red?
-你能教我开车吗？-哦. -Will you teach me how to drive? -Oh.
这些都是吓人的话。 Those are scary words.
就在那里，呃，“婴儿是从哪里来的？” It's right up there with, uh, "Where do babies come from?"
嗯。 Hmm.
你在搞什么花样？ What the hell are you doing?
哈?我听不见。太吵了！ Huh? I can't hear you. It's too loud!
我说，你在做什么？ I said, what are you doing?
我不知道你现在想对我说什么。再见! I don't know what you're trying to say to me right now. Bye!
哦，天哪，把音乐关掉！ Oh, my God, just turn the music off!
嘿。 Hey.
-嗨.-我想给你看点东西. -Hi. -I wanna show you something.
不，绝对不行！不，不！ No, absolutely not! No, no!
天哪! Oh, my God!
我很好。天哪! I'm fine. Oh, my God!
吉米，你是认真的吗？ Jimmy, are you serious?
呃，你疯了。这太疯狂了。 Uh, you're insane. This is insane.
哦，天哪，好的，小心点。 Oh, my God, okay, be careful.
-又来了.-嗨. -Hey again. -Hi.
呃，你在做什么？ Uh, what are you doing?
如果我爸发现你在这里，我们俩都完蛋了。 If my dad finds out that you're here, we're both screwed.
别绊倒了。 Don't trip.
嗯.。我认识那个人。 Um... I know that guy.
-你化妆了吗？-是的 -Are you wearing makeup? -Yeah.
-“Guyliner，”所以他们这样称呼它。-嗯. -"Guyliner," so they call it. -Hmm.
我想，在我试过之前不要批评它，所以... I figured, don't knock it till I try it, so...
是啊，是啊，其实还不错。 Yeah, yeah, it's not bad, actually.
-谢谢你.-是啊，嗯. - Thank you. - Yeah, mm.
不过，你的眉毛很乱。 Your eyebrow's messy, though.
现在是了。 Now it is.
嗯，那么.你在哪里上的学？ Um, so... where did you go to school?
巴特勒高中，我还是会去。 Butler High, and I still go.
-但我一直在走风景优美的路线。-哦，我的天. -But I've been taking the scenic route. -Oh, my God.
好吧。我受够了。 Okay. That's enough of that.
哟，这太棒了。 Yo, this is amazing.
天哪。 Oh, my God.
所以，嗯，风景秀丽的路线， So, um, the scenic route,
包括在放学前一个月回家吗？ that includes being home a month before school ends?
有趣的是，我爸爸把我送去和奶奶一起住， Funny story, my dad sent me to live with my grandmama,
因为他是个混蛋 'cause he's an asshole.
她抓到我吸大麻，就把我送回了这里。 She caught me smoking weed, sent me back here.
因为很明显我是个混蛋 'Cause apparently I'm an asshole.
说到这个..。 Speaking of which...
你想把它点燃吗？ you wanna fire this up?
去你那蹩脚的入门毒品。 Screw your lame-ass gateway drugs.
在我听来，你好像从来没抽过烟。 Sounds to me like you've never smoked before.
那是什么？ What's that?
这是我的零重力吊坠。 It's my zero gravity pendant.
你知道的，失重。 You know, zero gravity.
宇航员和失重。 Spacemen and weightlessness.
是的，不，我知道失重是什么意思。 Yeah, no, I know what zero gravity is.
-我会准时毕业的-嗯. -I'm gonna graduate on time. -Hmm.
我只是在问，你为什么要穿它？ I'm just asking, why do you wear it?
因为这很性感 'Cause it's sexy.
噢。这是值得商榷的。 Oh. That's debatable.
好的。 All right.
所以，郊区女孩。 So, suburban girl.
你在布洛克做什么？ What are you doing here in Braddock?
我正看着一个朋克屁股。 I'm looking at a punk ass.
不过，你显然来自更好的地方。 You're obviously from somewhere better, though.
那么，怎么了？ So, what's up?
聪明的孩子。 Smart boy.
现在，滚出我该死的房间。 Now, get the hell out of my room.
是的，夫人。 Yes, ma'am.
♪从这里开始♪ ♪ Start right here ♪
♪立即启动♪ ♪ Start right now ♪
♪Your Greatest Fear♪ ♪ Your greatest fear ♪
-♪你最大的疑虑...♪-哦，我的天哪。 -♪ Your biggest doubt... ♪ -Oh, my goodness.
♪会试着让你崩溃的，♪ ♪ Will try to break you down ♪
♪带着您到处转♪ ♪ Push you around ♪
♪大喊并发誓♪ ♪ Shout and swear ♪
♪只会消失♪ ♪ Only to disappear ♪
♪一分钟，但您启动了♪ ♪ For a minute But you start ♪
♪就在这里♪ ♪ Right here ♪
♪立即启动♪ ♪ Start right now ♪
你! You!
♪启动...♪ ♪ Start... ♪
很好，很好，很好！好的。 Good, good, good! Good.
♪就在这里♪ ♪ Right here ♪
天哪!天哪!我在做了！ Oh, my God! Oh, my God! I'm doing it!
哦，等等，太快了，太快了！ Oh, wait, that's too fast, too fast!
♪立即启动♪ ♪ Start right now ♪
爱你。 Love you.
我很快就会见到你的。再见。 I'll see you soon. Bye.
-回头见，好吗？-只是，打扰大家. -See you soon, okay? -Just, bothering everybody.
威德瓦克企业。 Weed Wacker Enterprises.
泰丝。 Tess.
好吧。嗯。 Okay. Yeah.
就给我20块，好吗？好的。 Just give me 20, huh? All right.
呃，我得去见几个人。 Uh, I gotta go see some people.
希望是为了一份工作？ Hopefully about a job?
是。 Yes.
你回家没问题吧？ You gonna be okay getting home?
好的，当然可以。 Yeah, sure.
哦，你知道吗，我要给我的青春期妓女朋友打电话。 Oh, you know what, I'll call my teen prostitute pals.
在路上耍点小把戏，吸点海洛因。 Turn a few tricks on the way, shoot some heroin.
是啊，好吧，要不你什么都不做。 Yeah, okay, or you could do none of that.
嘿，小姑娘。 Hey, girlie.
你是尼克的孩子，对吗？ You're Nick's kid, ain't ya?
嗯。 Yeah.
我见过你。赤身裸体。 I seen you. Naked.
那时你还很小。 You was little then.
嗯。 Mmmm.
你不再是那么小了。 You ain't so little no more.
嗯，我们把所有的小狗都卖了。 Um, we sold all the puppies.
我来这里不是为了一只小狗。 I ain't here for a puppy.
噢!你要去哪里，胆小鬼？ Oh! Where you going, scaredy-cat?
这钱是给你爸爸的。 The money's for your daddy.
他有没有让你，呃... He ever let you, uh...
……品尝产品吗？ ...sample the product?
特拉维斯！ Travis!
搞什么鬼! What the hell!
-那是谁？-没人 - Who was that? - Nobody.
哦，真的吗？我希望没有人 Oh, really? I wish nobody
每隔一段时间就给我送钱。 dropped off money for me every once in a while.
我不知道你在说什么。 No idea what you're talking about.
所以，你丢掉了餐厅的工作，现在又开始贩毒？ So, you lost your job at the diner and now you're selling drugs?
毒品？所以我到处卖些大麻 Drugs? So I sell a little weed here and there
给一些朋友做些私人用途。 to some friends for some personal use.
没什么难的。 Nothing hard.
软的，硬的，随你怎么叫， Soft, hard, call it what you want,
爸爸，这仍然是毒品，而且仍然是非法的！ Dad, it's still drugs and it's still illegal!
在与毒品的战争中，你的父亲远离前线。 In the war on drugs, your old man is far from the front lines.
我只是一个有意识的反对者，在做我的工作。 I am just a conscious objector doing my part.
--尽职尽责。-没错！ -Conscientious. -Exactly!
在我的世界里，如果一个人整天都在努力工作 And in my world, if a guy works hard all day
他想在晚饭前烤一烤，那就这样吧。 and he wants to get baked before supper, so be it.
说到今晚的汉堡。 Speaking of, burgers tonight.
-美食车的想法怎么样了？-它还在前进. -What happened to the food truck idea? -It's still moving forward.
好吧，我只要多弄点钱修卡车就行了。 Okay, I just got to get a little more money to fix the truck.
这难道不是建筑业的目的吗？ Isn't that what the construction business was for?
整件事都是闹着玩的，好吗？ That whole thing's a racket, okay?
回扣、恩惠，没有真正增长的空间。 Kickbacks, favors, no room for real growth.
但是你知道吗？ But you know what?
这是一种祝福，因为在这种疯狂中， It was a blessing, because in that madness,
就在那时，我突然明白了一切。 that's when it all came to me.
我可以做我自己的老板。对吗？ I could be my own boss. Right?
我可以自己安排时间开车在附近转转， I could make my own hours driving around the neighborhood,
把快乐传给每个人，就像吃冰淇淋的人一样， spreading happiness to everyone, like an ice-cream man,
但要加大麻。 but with weed.
冰激凌人？爸爸，你在说什么？ Ice-cream man? Dad, what are you talking about?
听我说，这很神奇，对吧？ Listen to me, it's amazing, right?
你知道冰淇淋车有什么，就像..。 You know how the ice-cream truck has, like...
叮叮叮，丁仃，对吧，然后每个人都疯了？ ding-di-di-ding-ding ding-ding, right, and everybody goes nuts?
我在我的卡车上扮演死者，所有这些石头人 I play the Dead from my truck, and all these stoners
从他们的房子里跑出来，对吗？ come running out of their house, right?
但是，当我说跑的时候，就是慢点，对吗？ But, like, slow, when I say running, right?
就像，慢点，他们就像，“哟，伙计，伙计，慢点！” Like, slow, they're like, "Yo, dude, dude, slow down!"
就像“慢点，伙计！我弄坏了我的人字拖！” Like, "Slow down, dude! I broke my flip-flop!"
我告诉你，它起作用了 And I'm telling you, it's working
因为到今年年底，我会让那辆卡车达到最好的状态。 because by the end of the year, I'm gonna have that truck in tiptop shape.
-你不怕吗？-怕什么？ -Well, aren't you scared? -Of what?
-被抓到了。-我更害怕破产。 -Getting caught. -I'm more scared of being broke.
嗯，你知道，有一件事我听说过，它叫工作。 Well, you know, there's this thing I heard about, it's called a job.
没那么容易。 It ain't that easy.
爸爸，就这么简单--你工作，他们付钱。 Dad, it is that easy-- you work, they pay.
不是我的价值。 Not what I'm worth.
好的? All right?
苔丝，我想给你东西，给你买东西。 Tess, I want to be able to give you things, to buy you stuff.
你有一张DVD，一颗卫星，外面有一个大烤架。 You've got a DVD, a satellite, a big grill outside.
我的大学账户里有多少钱？ How much is in my college account?
快讯：我是个差劲的父亲。 News flash: I'm a shitty father.
不是的。不，爸爸，你不是。 No. No, Dad, you're not.
但在监狱里，是的。 But in prison, yeah.
在监狱里，你会是个很差劲的父亲。 In prison, you'd be a really shitty father.
嘿，梯子男孩。 Hey, ladder boy.
来了！ Incoming!
不是我喜欢的类型，但谢谢你。 Not really my type, but thank you.
快过来。 Get over here.
好的，那就开始吧。 All right, so hit it.
把它放进你的肺里。 Get it in your lung...
然后慢慢地把它吐出来。 and let it out real slow.
嗯。 Yeah.
我什么都感觉不到。 I feel nothing.
什么都没有，你是个彻头彻尾的种马？ Nothing, you total stud?
是的，什么都没有，向上帝发誓。 Yeah, nothing, swear to God.
嗯。就等着吧。 Hmm. Just wait.
-应该有一部电影...-嗯-嗯. -There should be a film... -Mm-hmm.
...被称为跳蚤之王 ...called Lord of the Fleas.
只是，它是关于一群跳蚤 And it's just, it's about a bunch of fleas
在狗身上为争夺统治地位而战。 fighting for dominance on top of a dog.
什么？ What?
我会看的。 I'd watch that.
科林·鲍威尔会讨厌它的。 Colin Powell would hate it.
很奇怪，我感觉就像... It's weird, I feel like...
我觉得我真的很聪明。 I feel like I'm really smart.
嗯-嗯。那是大麻。 Mm-hmm. That's the weed.
它，就像，提升了你的真实身份。 It, like, heightens who you actually are.
-哦-是的 -Oh. -Yeah.
所以你觉得我很聪明？ So you think I'm smart?
女孩，你和我一起躺在这里。 Girl, you laying here with me.
这让你成了天才。 That makes you a genius.
你想找个时间再来一次吗？ You want to do this again sometime?
我可以吻你道晚安吗？ Can I kiss you good night?
是。 Yes.
晚安，泰丝·德农齐奥。 Good night, Tess DeNunzio.
晚安。 Good night.
那么，艾米，你在学校的最后一天怎么样？ So, Em, how was your last day at school?
嘿! Hey!
你知道，如果你要对我一言不发， You know, if you're gonna give me the silent treatment,
我想我有权知道为什么。 I think I deserve to know why.
这是我见你的唯一途径。 This is the only way I get to see you.
你是什么意思？ What do you mean?
你每天都来接我， You've been picking me up every day,
但学校现在已经放学了。 but school's over now.
嘿。 Hey.
-爸爸，继续走.-我不能就这样带着他的孩子开车走 -Dad, keep going. -I can't just drive off with his kid.
他不知道我们一直在接艾米。 He doesn't know we've been picking up Em.
-没关系的.-爸爸！ - It's okay. - Daddy!
泰西-爸爸我不能待在这里 -Tessie, just-- -Dad, I can't be here!
你在搞什么花样？ What the hell are you doing?
到这儿来。我抓到你了，宝贝，抓到你了，嗯？ Come here. I got you, baby, I got you, huh?
我不想让她再出现在这件事上，你听到了吗？ I don't ever want her in this thing again, do you hear me?
门大开着！ The door is wide open!
我知道，我一直想修好那该死的东西，大卫。 I know, I've been meaning to fix that damn thing, David.
-我来吧.-你呢？ - I got this. - What about you?
想着什么时候回家吗？ Thinking about coming home anytime soon?
给你妈妈打电话？你可以打给她，你知道的。 Calling your mother? You could call her, you know.
-现在不是最佳时机。现在不是最好的时候吗？ - Now is not the best time. - -Now is not the best time?
大卫，她只是还没准备好回来。 David, David, David, she just ain't ready to come back yet.
她做得很好，真的，真的很好。 She's doing good, she's doing really, really good.
噢! Oh!
嘿，泰丝·德农齐奥！你干吗呢？ Hey, Tess DeNunzio! What are you doing?
让开。让开。 Move over. Move over.
你是怎么了？你可能会杀了人的！ What is wrong with you? You could have killed someone!
-爸爸，走吧.-好了，好了. - Dad, just go. - It's okay, it's okay.
爸爸，快走！ Dad, go!
当你尝试那些废话的时候，你知道那会让我看起来像什么吗？ When you try that bullshit, you know what that makes me look like?
爸爸，别管它了！ Dad, just leave it!
我要告诉你一些事，年轻的女士。 I'm going to tell you something, young lady.
如果你打算住在这里，就不能再免费搭乘了。 If you plan on staying here, no more free rides.
你要开始整理你的房间，你会得到一份该死的工作！ You're gonna start redding up your room and you're gonna get a freaking job!
苔丝！ Tess!
为我干杯。 Cheers to me.
我可以给你找份工作。 I can get you a job.
什么样的工作？ What kind of job?
所以你把杯子放在下面，按下按钮， So you hold the cup under, push the button,
它就出来了。 out it comes.
即使像你这样的公主也能做到。 Even a princess like you can do it.
欢迎来到肯尼伍德！-大门敞开着。 Welcome to Kennywood! - Gates are open.
他们来了。快，把这个穿上。 Here they come. Quick, put this on.
呃，我一定要穿这个吗？ Uh, do I have to wear this?
♪阳光♪ ♪ Sunshine ♪
♪Everywhere♪ ♪ Everywhere ♪
♪Moving‘♪ ♪ Movin' ♪
♪Walkin‘Away♪ ♪ Walkin' away ♪
♪阳光♪ ♪ Sunshine ♪
♪幸福♪ ♪ Happiness ♪
♪不会有人偷走我的甜心♪ ♪ Ain't nobody gonna Steal my honey ♪
♪阳光无处不在♪ ♪ Sunshine everywhere ♪
他妈的!对不起。 Shit! I'm sorry.
-♪Walkin‘Away♪-对不起！ -♪ Walkin' away ♪ -I'm so sorry!
♪阳光，幸福♪ ♪ Sunshine, happiness ♪
♪不会有人偷走我的甜心♪ ♪ Ain't nobody gonna Steal my honey ♪
-给你，请慢用.-谢谢你. -Here you go, enjoy. -Thank you.
你知道我和吉米是老朋友了，对吧？ You know me and Jimmy go way back, right?
我几乎认识他一辈子了。 I've known him practically all my life.
所以别伤了他的心。 So don't break his heart.
我只希望他不会弄坏我的。 I'm just hoping he doesn't break mine.
哟，哟！ Yo, yo!
如果这张提早下架会不会很酷？ Is it cool if this one knocks off early?
我想公主得到了公主想要的。 I guess princess gets what princess wants.
谢谢。 Thanks.
嘿。 Hey.
好的，你去做吧。 All right, you do that.
再见! Bye!
他们以每小时75英里的速度从18层高空坠落。 They're dropping 18 stories at 75 miles an hour.
我可以在深夜免费乘坐它。 I can ride it for free late at night.
这意味着你也可以。 Which means you can too.
看起来像是从天上掉下来的。 Looks like falling out of the sky.
一点儿没错。哟，你一定要试一试。 Exactly. Yo, you gotta try it.
不是的！不，我不可能上那玩意儿的。 No! No, there's no way I'm going up on that thing.
胜利者！二号玩家。 Winner! Player two.
那就是我?天哪! That's me? Oh, my God!
耶！ Yay!
♪一、二、三、四♪ ♪ One, Two, three, four ♪
♪你不知道我一直在等什么吗？♪ ♪ Don't you know What I've been waiting for? ♪
所以你想要，♪♪ ♪ So you want, want, want Want, want ♪
♪，而你想要更多的♪ ♪ And you want some more ♪
♪和你想要..。♪ ♪ And you want, want, want Want, want... ♪
哇哦！我们开始吧。 Whoa! Here we go.
♪和你想要..。♪ ♪ And you want, want, want Want, want... ♪
这就是云霄飞车，哟！ This is the Skycoaster, yo!
♪和你想要，想要♪ ♪ And you want, want, want Want, want ♪
♪直到你变得酸痛♪ ♪ Till you get sore ♪
♪一、二、三、四♪ ♪ One, two, three, four ♪
哦，天哪！ Oh, man!
-哟.-嗯？ -Yo. -Huh?
你觉得很淘气吗？ You feeling naughty?
你知道吗，我的大脑在告诉我说不。 You know, my brain's telling me to say no.
好的。 All right.
什么？天哪! What? Oh, my God!
你怎么找到这个地方的？ How did you find this place?
我走在窗台上，像个朋克一样。 I was walking on the ledge, being a punk ass.
我掉进去了。 I fell in.
一线希望。 Silver lining.
太棒了。 It's amazing.
这些家伙，他们只是排着队看着她。 These guys, they just line up and look at her.
太幼稚了。 It's so juvenile.
你的辣妹新朋友有辣妈吗？ So, does your hot new friend have a hot mom?
哦，天哪，爸爸，不。真恶心。恶心。 Oh, my God, Dad, no. Eww. Gross.
再说，你不是已经有女朋友了吗？ Besides, don't you already have a girlfriend?
一个半裸的金发女郎大约一个月前的某个晚上溜出去了？ Blonde, half-naked, snuck out of here one night about a month ago?
嗯？ Hmm?
她不介意你陈列一张你和妈妈的照片，对吧？ She doesn't mind you have a photo of you and mom on display, does she?
灯通常是关着的。 The light's usually off.
-嗯！-你问的. -Hmm! -You asked.
不是的。 Nope.
-嘿，晚餐，15岁.-好的. -Hey, supper, 15. -All right.
哦，打电话给你妈妈。 Oh, call your mom.
你不是答应我了吗。 You promised.
你答应过你会找到工作的， And you promised you'd get a job,
所以，真的，轮到你了。 so, really, it's your turn.
放松点。我在做一些角度的工作。 Relax. I'm working some angles.
你总是在耍花样。 You're always working some angles.
嗨。 Hi.
有那么糟吗？ That bad?
-你一定会为你的父亲感到骄傲的-不可能！ -You're gonna be real proud of your old man. -No way!
-明白了吗？-稳住，稳住. -You got it? -Hold your horses, hold your horses.
我还得通过顶级厨师的审查，然后他们说 I still gotta pass muster with the top chef, and then they said
我下周什么时候再来和他一起做饭，就像测试一样。 I gotta come back sometime next week and cook with him like a test.
你会很棒的，过来。 You'll be amazing, come here.
我为你自豪。 I'm proud of you.
看，变得合法也没那么糟，对吧？ See, going legit isn't that bad, huh?
我们走着瞧。 We'll see.
所以，我们给你妈妈、艾米和大卫打个电话， So, how about we call your mom and Em and David,
我们邀请他们来参加国庆节烧烤，对吗？ we invite them over for Fourth of July barbecue, right?
我可以把它们都拿来练习。 I could practice on all of them.
-这是个好主意。-他们不会来的 -It's a great idea. -They wouldn't come.
不，这样会很好，然后我们会邀请你学校的朋友。 No, no, no, it would be real nice, and then we'll invite your friends from school.
-你已经几个星期没见过他们了-他们也不会来。 -You haven't seen them in weeks. -They wouldn't come either.
听着，你邀请你想邀请的人，好吗？ Look, you invite who you want to invite, okay?
-我们去庆祝怎么样？-好的. -How about we go celebrate? -Yeah.
普里曼蒂的吗-好像你还需要问一样 -Primanti's? -Like you even had to ask.
普里曼蒂的！ Primanti's!
谢谢。 Thank you.
-这很好吗-是的 - That's good? - Yeah.
你还爱着妈妈吗？ Are you still in love with mom?
我就知道我应该把那张照片收起来。 I knew I should have put that photo away.
那你为什么不呢？ Then why don't you?
因为这是我经历过的最快乐的一次 'Cause it's the happiest I've ever been.
世界之王。 King of the world.
我怀里最漂亮的女孩。 Prettiest girl in my arms.
你也在路上。 And you on the way.
你在和谁约会吗？ So you seeing anybody?
不，妈，我要休息一下 No, Ma, I'm taking a little breather
在苔丝来的时候和女士们在一起。 with the ladies while Tess is here.
我得振作起来，专注于为人父母。 Gotta get my act together, focus on being a parent.
嗯?结果如何呢？ Yeah? How is that working out?
哦，天哪，她看起来就像她那个年纪的母亲。 Oh, lordy, she looks just like her mother at that age.
哦，嗨，你好吗？谢谢你能来。 Oh, hi, how are you? Thanks for coming.
也像她一样任性。 Headstrong like her too.
埃莉·奥康纳真是个了不起的人。 That Elly O'Connor was a real piece of work.
她从不领会自己的出身。 She never appreciated where she came from.
离开这里的速度不够快。 Couldn't get out of here fast enough.
嗨，谢谢你能来。 Hi, thanks for coming.
那些是新衣服吗？ Are those new clothes?
这一次似乎走向了相反的方向。 This one seems headed the opposite direction.
盯紧你的东西。 Keep your eye on things.
-嗨.-怎么了，尼克？ -Hi. -What's up, Nick?
我不记得邀请过你。 I don't remember inviting you.
哦，不，爸爸。爸爸，这很酷，我邀请了他。 Oh, no, Dad. Dad, it's cool, I invited him.
我让他穿得漂漂亮亮的，带点东西来。 I told him to dress nice and bring something.
这是苹果。 It's apple.
看起来很好吃，谢谢你，吉米。 Looks delicious, thank you, Jimmy.
兄弟，冷静点。 Bro, chill out.
她邀请了我，所以...我该怎么办？ She invited me, so... what am I gonna do?
我不能说不。那会很可疑的。 I couldn't say no. It would have been suspicious.
不用了。你冷静点，吉米。事实上，滚出去吧。 Nah. You chill, Jimmy. In fact, get out.
哇，爸爸，对我好点。 Whoa, Dad, be nice.
吉米。 Jimmy.
干得好，爸爸。 Nice one, Dad.
嘿，吉米，住手！ Hey, Jimmy, stop!
请减速!哦，我的. Please slow down! Oh, my--
苔丝，这..。这是行不通的。 Tess, this... this is not gonna work.
只要你父亲认为我配不上你。 Not as long as your father thinks that I'm not good enough for you.
我承认，今天下午没有按计划进行， I-- I admit it, this afternoon didn't go according to plan,
但我们只需要继续努力。 but we just have to keep trying.
为了什么?你得回郊区去， For what? You got to go back to the burbs,
我要回我奶奶家的婴儿床了， I gotta go back to my grandmama's crib,
所以也许我们现在就该宣布了。 so maybe we should just call it right now.
这就是你想要的吗？ Is that what you want?
我想要你，苔丝。 I want you, Tess.
我很清楚我不配拥有如此的幸福， I knew full well I didn't deserve to be so happy,
但在那一刻，顺其自然似乎很方便。 but in the moment, it seemed convenient to just go with it.
七月变成了八月。 July melted into August.
吉米！ Jimmy!
吉姆。 Jim...
他妈的。 Shit.
对不起。 I'm sorry.
为了这个，你到这里来。 And for that, you come over here.
是的，一步一步来就行了。 Yeah, just take it step by step.
这就对了，你就快到了。 There you go, you're almost there.
-慢慢来.-是啊，但你得帮我. -Take your time. -Yeah, but you have to help me.
嘿，听着，你在走螃蟹。 Hey, look, you're doing this crab walk.
-我告诉过你，脸朝下，屁股朝上.-我该怎么做？我不想往下看！ -I told you, face down, ass up. -What am I supposed to do? I don't want to look down!
来吧，握着我的手。 Come on, just take my hands.
-嗯-嗯.-哦，低下头. - Hmm-mm. - Oh, duck your head.
看见?很简单，是吧？ See? Easy, huh?
-我恨你.-是啊，随你便. -I hate you. -Yeah, whatever.
伙计，该死的！ Dude, damn!
你现在穿着性感的睡衣。 You got sexy-ass pajamas on right now.
-谢谢你.-是的 -Thank you. -Yeah.
哦，天哪，你的房间太疯狂了。 Oh, my God, your room is crazy.
-谢谢你.-闭嘴. -Thank you. -Shut up.
呃，“你停车就像个混蛋。” Ehh, "You park like an asshole."
有人把它落在我爸爸的车上了 Somebody left that on my dad's car
大概两年前吧。 like two years ago.
当我看到它的时候，我笑了。 Cracked me up when I saw it.
有点像我的窗户，苔丝？ Kind of like my window, Tess?
-我一直叫你去买个电话.-嗯. -I keep telling you to get a phone. -Mm.
不过，所有好的都在这里。 All the good ones are over here, though.
嗯。 Hmm.
“妈妈，当你去参观猫咪之家的时候，想想我吧。” "Think of me when you're visiting the big cat house. Mom."
噢。去动物园实地考察？ Oh. A field trip to the zoo?
嗯-嗯。 Mm-hmm.
真是太贴心了。 That's really sweet.
是啊，的确是。 Yeah, it was.
她，呃，那天去世了。 She, uh, died that day.
她写下这句话的那一天。 The day she wrote that.
对不起。 I'm sorry.
这就是生活，对吧？ That's life, right?
你怎么--你怎么知道要留便条？ How did you-- how did you know to keep the note?
她..。 She...
那天早上她不得不去医院。 she had to go to the hospital that morning.
我们不知道她得了什么病。 We didn't know what was wrong with her.
嗯.。 Um...
我太..。 I was so...
我一整天都在担心， I was so worried that whole day,
我吃不下她给我打包的午餐。 I couldn't eat the lunch that she had packed me.
我的胃都要打结了。 My stomach was turning knots.
所以，当我回到家的时候。 So, when I got home...
哦，见鬼..。 oh, shit...
我饿了。我当时太饿了。 I was hungry. I was so damn hungry.
所以我就坐在这里，吃了午饭。 So I sat right here, I ate lunch.
当我到达底部时，我发现了这一点。 When I got to the bottom, I found that.
不过，现在轮到你了。 But it's your turn, though.
你现在得告诉我一些非常可悲的狗屎。 You gotta tell me some really sad shit now.
佐伊！ Zoe!
告诉我更多关于你妈妈的事。 Tell me more about your mom.
她给了我这个。 She gave me this.
-来吧，你在做什么？-打扰一下，等一下. - Come on, what you doing? - Excuse me, just hang on.
员工过来了。 Employee coming through.
带我上去。 Take me up.
不是的。你不能切断这条线。 No. You can't cut the line.
-真的吗-是的 -Seriously? -Yeah.
再说了，你还不够高，不能骑车。 Besides, you're not even tall enough to ride.
迪克。 Dick.
你真的想骑马吗？ You really want to ride?
是。 Yes.
不，不，不！ No, no, no, no, no!
打倒我，打倒我！不，我不能这么做。 Take me down, take me down! No, I can't do it.
-宝贝，我们很好.-不，我有恐高症. - Baby, we're good. -No, I'm scared of heights, please.
-相信我，我有你.-不，我不在乎. -Trust me, I got you. -No, I don't care.
告诉他们把我拿下！ Just tell them to take me down!
现在不能回头，我们已经在一百多英尺的高空了。 Can't turn back now, we're already a hundred some odd feet up.
不，我不在乎，求你，让他们停下来。 No, I don't care, please, just make them stop.
-求求你！-别这样了？ -Please! -Stop like that?
睁开你的眼睛。 Open your eyes.
-苔丝，睁开眼睛.-不！ -Tess, open your eyes. -No!
来吧，睁开眼睛！ Come on, open your eyes!
嗯-嗯。 Hmm-mm.
这就是你想要的。我们现在在这里。 That's what you wanted. We here now.
睁开你的眼睛。-不！ -Open your eyes. -No!
听着，你得看看这个。睁开你的眼睛。 Look, you gotta look at this. Open your eyes.
我爱你。 I love you.
睁开你的眼睛。 Open your eyes.
您说什么？什么--你刚才说什么？ What did you say? What-- what did you say just now?
-你刚才说什么？-不，你刚才说什么？ -What did you say just now? -No, what did you just say?
我说，“睁开你的眼睛”，你要看到... I said, "Open your eyes," you gotta see...
-柠檬汽水摊和...-不！ -lemonade stand and... -No!
...维姬就在那里. ...there's Vicky right there.
不，听着，我是认真的。 No, look, I'm serious.
我说了，我说了我爱你 I said-- I said I love you.
我说了我爱你，苔丝。 I said I love you, Tess.
哦，天哪，我爱你！ Oh, my God, I love you!
我也爱你。 I love you too.
那我们就飞吧。 Then let's fly.
-哦，我的天！-Wheeee！ - Oh, my God! - Wheeee!
-哇！-耶！ - Whoo! - Yeah!
嘿，泰西。你妈妈来电话了。 Hey, Tessie. Your mom's on the phone.
泰丝·德农齐奥！ Tess DeNunzio!
马上到外面去！ Outside now!
你离他远点，听到了吗？ You stay away from him, you hear me?
但我都快17岁了。我不再是个小女孩了。 But I'm almost 17. I'm not a little girl anymore.
-是啊，这是我的房子，所以这是我的规矩.-我的身体，我的规则. -Yeah, well, it's my house so it's my rules. -My body, my rules.
什么？天啊，你的身体--不！不，我是在坚持自己的立场。 What? Gee, your bod-- No! No, I'm putting my foot down.
如果我再抓到你们两个在一起， If I catch you two together again,
我要把他脸上那个愚蠢的穿孔撕开 I'm going to rip that stupid piercing out of his face
然后用它刺穿他的全身。 and puncture his entire body with it.
天哪，我恨死你了！ Oh, my God, I hate you!
嗯?好的。 Yeah? Good.
好的。 Good.
我也恨我的父母。 I hated my parents too.
哦，见鬼。你妈妈还在打电话。 Oh, shit. Your mom's still on the phone.
苔丝，我不能在你生日那天见到你吗？ Tess, do I not get to see you on your birthday?
我没想那么远，妈妈。好吧? I'm not thinking that far ahead, Mom. Okay?
不，这不好， No, it's not okay,
-因为你在那里...-我在这里， - because you're there... - and I'm here,
我们应该在一起的。 and we're supposed to be together.
-妈妈.-你是我的一切， -Mom. -You're everything to me,
我唯一不能失去的就是， the one thing I couldn't lose,
现在我...现在我要失去你了。 and now I'm-- and now I'm losing you.
我不能失去你们两个。 I can't lose you both.
我不行。 I can't.
但是，妈妈，妈妈，你们没有失去我。 But, Mom, Mom, you're not losing me.
事情一直在..。 Things have been...
好吧。 okay.
我有一份暑期工作，而且..。 I got a summer job and...
实际上，爸爸一直很棒。 Dad's been great, actually.
你爸爸一直很棒吗？ Your dad's been great?
好的，很好，我一直都知道 Okay, great, well, I always knew
总有一天你会跑去找他， that you would run off to him one day,
但我不知道这会是为了稳定。 but I did not know that it would be for stability.
所以玩得开心。噢。 So have fun. Oh.
嘿，泰西女孩。 Hey, Tessie girl.
嗯.。 Um...
我以前从来没这么做过。 I never done this before.
我不知道我在做什么。 I don't know what I'm doing.
我意识到，呃... I realized, uh...
我从来没问过你发生了什么事。 I ain't never asked you what's going on.
我知道你得离开那里一段时间。 I know you had to clear out of there for a while.
你想谈谈吗？ You want to talk about it?
因为你可以，你知道的。 'Cause you can, you know.
随时和我在一起。 Anytime with me.
你妈妈和我..。 Your mom and me...
我们，呃..。 we, uh...
我们设法把一件事做对了。 we managed to do one thing right.
苔丝！天哪! Tess! Oh, my God!
你去哪儿了？我们好几个星期没见你了。 Where have you been? We haven't seen you in weeks.
-是啊，那么，嗯.-嘿，过来帮帮忙. -Yeah, well, um... -Hey, a little help over here.
噢。你在这里工作吗？ Oh. Do you work here?
-是的，我找到了一份暑期工作.-真恶心. -Yeah, I got a summer job. -Eww.
事实上，这真的很有趣。 Actually, it's really fun.
可以免费搭乘，还可以吃棉花糖。 Get to go on rides for free and eat cotton candy.
再说了，我爸，他坚持要我和他住在一起的时候找份工作。 Besides, my dad, he insisted that I get a job while I'm staying with him.
你住在布洛克？ You're living in Braddock?
嘿，别胡扯了，给我滚过来。 Hey, stop babbling and get your ass over here.
听着，伙计们，见到你们真的很高兴。 Listen, guys, it was really nice to see you.
嗯，我们一会儿再聊吧。 Um, let's catch up soon.
好的。我们可以八卦一下你的同事有多贱。 Sure. And we can gossip about what a bitch your coworker is.
艾希礼，你的家人可能有很多钱， Ashley, your family may have a lot of money,
但这并不意味着你必须如此势利。 but it doesn't mean you have to be such a snob.
这里。 Here.
谢谢你，公主。 Thanks, princess.
谢谢，维琪，明天见。 Thanks, Vicky, see you tomorrow.
爸爸。 Dad.
发生了什么事？你为什么不在餐厅？ What-- what happened? Why aren't you at the restaurant?
我做不到。 I couldn't do it.
泰丝，你不会明白的。 Tess, you wouldn't understand.
试试看。 Try me.
我本来要去的。 I was going.
我，呃，穿好衣服准备好了， I was, uh, all dressed and ready,
还有.。 and...
我在镜子里看到了自己， I caught sight of myself in the mirror,
我意识到..。 I realized that...
我不是那个人。 I'm not the guy.
不是那个人？ Not the guy?
爸爸，什么人？ Dad, what guy?
我是一百万年前的那个人。 I was the guy a million years ago.
但现在我真的不知道该怎么办了。 But now I just don't know what to do anymore.
我不知道如何保住这份工作。 I don't know how to keep a job.
我不知道如何养家糊口。 I don't know how to support my family.
我不知道如何让我的生活更有意义。 I don't know how to make something more of my life.
我他妈的愚蠢的生活。 My stupid friggin' life.
你好? Hello?
泰丝，你的..。 Tess, your...
你妈妈在医院。 your mom is at the hospital.
她很好。 She's okay.
♪走了，走了.♪ ♪ Gone, gone... ♪
艾莉·格莱斯通？ Elly Gladstone?
♪我以风的方式在天空中消失♪ ♪ I'm gone in the sky In the ways of the wind ♪
♪不，这不是我曾经持有的♪ ♪ No, it's nothing That I ever hold ♪
♪，但它让我继续在♪上 ♪ But it keeps me Going on ♪
♪给我一个信号♪ ♪ Give me just a sign ♪
♪天堂让它成为我的♪ ♪ Heaven make it mine ♪
♪上帝，我要找到♪ ♪ God I want to find ♪
♪给我一个信号♪ ♪ Give me just a sign ♪
♪给我一个信号♪ ♪ Give me Just a sign ♪
♪天堂让它成为我的♪ ♪ Heaven make it mine ♪
♪上帝，我要找到♪ ♪ God I want to find ♪
♪给我一个信号♪ ♪ Give me just a sign ♪
哟，哟，苔丝，苔丝。哟，哟，冷静。是我呀。 Yo, yo, Tess, Tess. Yo, yo, chill, chill, chill. It's me.
-你在干什么？-没什么. -What are you doing? -Nothing.
你什么意思，什么都没有？你只是在开卡车。 What you mean, nothing? You was just driving the truck.
我母亲想自杀。 My mother tried to kill herself.
她试过了，就像...她会没事吧？ She tried, like... she gonna be okay?
是的，是的，但是你不知道，所以不要假装你知道。 Yes, yes, but you have no idea, so don't pretend that you do.
你什么意思，我不知道？我妈妈去世了。 What you mean, I don't know? My mom died.
-死了.-是的 -Died. -Yeah.
一种疾病。这不是一回事。 Of a disease. It's not the same thing.
你什么意思，这不是一回事？ What do you mean, it's not the same thing?
最后一天的午餐盒里有什么？ What was in the lunchbox on that last day?
她给你带了什么？ What did she pack for you?
这有什么不同？！ What difference does it make?!
你妈妈做的最后一件事就是照顾你！ The last thing your mother ever did was take care of you!
我妈一点都不关心我。 My mother doesn't give a shit about me.
她宁可死也不愿做母亲。 She'd rather be dead than be a mother.
所以，不，不，你不明白。 So, no, no, you don't understand.
♪给我一个信号♪ ♪ Give me just a sign ♪
该死的! Damn it!
♪天堂让它成为我的♪ ♪ Heaven make it mine ♪
♪上帝，我要找到♪ ♪ God I want to find ♪
♪给我一个信号♪ ♪ Give me just a sign ♪
现在别跟我分手了！ Don't break on me now!
哟，维姬，怎么了？ Yo, Vicky, what's up?
你们两个还会和好吗？ Are you two ever gonna make up?
闭嘴。 Shut up.
天哪，你已经像个婊子一样，好几个星期了。 Jesus, you've been a bitch for, like, weeks.
你知道，也许你可以问问有没有什么不对劲。 You know, maybe you could ask if anything was wrong.
好的，对不起。 Okay, sorry.
有什么不对劲吗？ Is there anything wrong?
这不关你的事。 It's none of your business.
-喂？-嘿，宝贝 - Hello? - Hey, baby.
-你在家吗？-是的我在睡觉 -Are you home? -Yeah, I was sleeping.
我有一些，呃..。 I had some, uh...
卡车又出毛病了。 the-the truck acting up again.
-我不确定，嗯，什么时候...-爸爸？ -I'm not sure exactly, um, when... -Dad?
你没事吧？ Are you okay?
是的，是的，我很好。嗯.。 Yeah, yeah, I'm good. Um...
爸爸，你在哪里？ Dad, where are you?
贾斯汀医生请到预订区。 Dr. Justin to the booking area.
-啊，见鬼.-我的电话呢？ - Ah, shit. - Where's my call?
我被抓了。 I got busted.
我不知道我什么时候才能离开这里。 I got no freakin' idea when I'm getting out of here.
我不知道我要做什么。 I don't know what I'm gonna do.
-我不敢相信你.-听我说，泰西... -I can't believe you. -Listen to me, Tessie...
嘿，祝她生日快乐。 Hey, wish her a happy birthday.
啊，见鬼。没错，今天是你的生日。 Ah, shit. That's right, it's your birthday.
那是吉米吗？ Was that Jimmy?
他和你在一起？ He was with you?
太棒了。 Great.
惊喜派对，谢谢。 Surprise party, thank you.
泰丝？ Tess?
大卫。 David.
我需要你的帮助。 I need your help.
现在几点？ What time is it?
到底怎么回事？你还好吗？ What's going on? You all right?
不，不，我很好，这不关我的事。 No, no, I'm fine, this isn't about me.
我只是.。 I just...
我要你保证不告诉妈妈好吗？ I need you to promise not to tell Mom, okay?
怎么了，苔丝？ What's going on, Tess?
是关于我爸爸的。 It's about my dad.
生日快乐。 Happy birthday.
妈妈? Mom?
我不该--我不该让你这么吃惊。 I shouldn't have-- I shouldn't have surprised you like this.
抱歉，我本想打给你的 I'm sorry, I was-- I was going to call,
但后来，嗯. but then, um...
我怕你不想让我来，所以... I was afraid that you wouldn't want me to come, so...
我本来希望你能来的。 I would have wanted you to come.
你爸爸在哪里？ Where is your dad?
嗯.。 Um...
他...他在健身房。 he-- he's at the gym.
泰丝，哦，我的天哪。 Tess, oh, my God.
泰西，这些太漂亮了。 Tessie, these are beautiful.
我很高兴你又开始画画了。 I'm so happy you're drawing again.
哦，呃，大卫让我告诉你已经处理好了。 Oh, uh, David told me to tell you that it's handled.
嗯，他说你会知道那是什么意思。 Um, he said that you would know what that means.
哦，嗯. Oh, um...
谢谢。 Thanks.
很明显这不是一辆车。 It's obviously not a car.
这些真的很可爱。谢谢。 These are really cute. Thank you.
我喜欢你身上的那个颜色。 I love that color on you.
这是你爸爸给我的。 Your dad got me that.
我想你可能会喜欢。 I thought that you might like it.
很好，谢谢你。 It's great, thank you.
-我能问你个问题吗？-好的 -Can I ask you a question? -Yeah.
你为什么要嫁给爸爸？ Why did you marry Dad?
你们--你们太不一样了。 You guys are-- you're so different.
好吧，我怀上了你， Well, I was pregnant with you,
因此，这可能是其中的一部分。 so that might have been part of it.
我不知道，嗯. I don't know, um...
我想我也是想逃离我的父母。 I think I was also trying to get away from my parents.
你知道吗，我记得那一刻 You know, I remember the exact moment
我知道我想嫁给他。 that I knew that I wanted to marry him.
我在看一场足球比赛， I was at a football game,
他刚刚取得了胜利的触地得分。 and he had just scored the winning touchdown.
比赛结束后，我看到了他 And after the game, I saw him
和他的两个朋友走过田野， and two of his friends walking across the field,
所以我开始走下看台，然后突然， and so I started down the bleachers, and then all of a sudden,
我看到了所有这些人，我不知道，大概有10个 I saw all these guys, I don't know, like ten of them
另一所学校的学生， from the other school,
朝尼克和他的两个伙伴走去， heading towards Nick and his two buddies,
我想，“哦，天哪，会有不好的事情发生。” and I thought, "Oh, God, something bad's gonna happen."
我开始大喊大叫，尼克转身 I started calling out and Nick turns
另一个人喊他，他说， and one of the other guys called out to him and he said,
“你现在不那么强悍了，尼基·德农齐奥。” "You ain't so tough now, Nicky DeNunzio."
而你的父亲只是 And your dad just
转过身，眼睛都不眨一下， turned and, without blinking an eye,
他说：“你的人手不够。” he said, "You ain't got enough guys."
我当场坠入爱河。 I fell in love on the spot.
我知道，那有点傻。 I know, that was kind of stupid.
不，这是，嗯.这有点浪漫。 No, it's, um... it's kind of romantic.
嗯，嗯. Well, um...
谢谢。 thank you.
我--我喜欢礼物。 I-- I love the presents.
嗯。我高兴极了。 Yeah. I'm so happy.
好吧。 Okay.
泰丝，嗯，我知道 Tess, um, I know
这不是人们谈论的那种事情， that this is not the sort of thing that people talk about,
-但我需要向你解释发生了什么.-不，妈妈. -but I need to explain to you what happened. -No, Mom.
-你不必解释。那很好。-住手，听我说. -You don't have to explain. That's fine. -Stop, listen to me.
你要知道我没有试图自杀。 You need to know that I did not try to kill myself.
在发生了这一切之后， After what happened,
我感觉好像..。 I felt like...
我的生活被彻底摧毁了。 the life got knocked out of me.
我睡不着觉。 And I couldn't sleep.
所以，我，嗯，我开始吃安眠药。 And so, I, um, I started taking sleeping pills.
你知道，但不管有多少-- You know, but no matter how many--
不管我服多少药，它都不起作用。 no matter how many I took, it just didn't work.
-妈妈，别说了，好吗？-你要相信我 -Mom, please, just stop, okay? -You have to believe me.
你必须相信我，因为我永远不会， You have to believe me because I would never,
永远不会离开你。 ever leave you.
绝不可能。 Never.
谢谢。 Thank you.
我能，呃，我能快点进来吗？ Can I, uh, can I come in real quick?
听着，我很抱歉我骗了你。 Look, I'm so sorry that I lied to you.
我只是不知道什么时候该告诉你。 I just didn't know when the right time or place was to tell you.
如果你想要的话，我给你带了一份生日礼物。 But I brought you a birthday gift if you want it.
生日快乐，苔丝。 Happy birthday, Tess.
“这个袋子里装的都是化妆品 "This bag contains all the makeup
苔丝·德农齐奥在她的余生中将永远不会需要。 Tess DeNunzio will ever need for the rest of her life."
是啊，很好笑。 Yeah, very funny.
这不应该是一个笑话。 That's not supposed to be a joke.
嘿，嘿，嘿。 Hey, hey, hey.
苔丝，怎么了？ Tess, what's wrong?
怎么了，苔丝？跟我说说。 What's going on, Tess? Talk to me.
泰丝。 Tess.
嘿。 Hey.
我有一个小妹妹。 I had a baby sister.
她的名字叫佐伊。 Her name was Zoe.
等等！嘿，等等！ Wait! Hey, Wait up!
妈妈和大卫都知道，但他们不肯说。 Mom and David both knew, but they wouldn't say.
就连艾米也知道真相。 Even Em knew the truth.
我本该看着你的。 That I was supposed to be watching you.
我去拿几件东西，然后开车送你去学校。 I'm going to go grab a couple things and then I'll drive you to school.
嘿，苔丝，告诉你妈妈一架飞机刚刚撞上了双子塔。 Hey, Tess, tell your mom a plane just hit the Twin Towers.
佐伊，来吧，我们进去吧。 Zoe, come on, let's go inside.
-来找我吧.-呆在那里，好吗？ -Come find me. -Just stay there, okay?
我们看到的是其中一座塔上的一个大洞 What we're seeing is a gaping hole in one of the towers
在世贸中心..。 at the World Trade Center...
你妹妹在哪里？ Where's your sister?
-呃，她在外面-去找她. -Um, she's outside. -Go get her.
-我的球！-佐伊！ - My ball! - Zoe!
不是的！妈妈!妈妈! No! Mom! Mom!
我们在等你会不会没事的时候， While we waited to hear if you were going to be okay,
我一遍又一遍地在脑海里回放。 I kept playing it back over and over in my head.
如果我没有花这么多时间化妆呢？ What if I hadn't taken so much time on my makeup?
那我就不会错过公交车了。 Then I wouldn't have missed the bus.
如果不是天气这么好， And if the weather hadn't been so nice,
我就不会在外面和你一起玩了。 I wouldn't have been out front playing with you.
或者，如果马丁夫人没有在那个时刻走过，会发生什么？ Or what if Mrs. Martin hadn't walked by at that exact moment?
我忍不住想了想， I couldn't stop thinking about it,
因为如果有人，任何人那天只是做了一件不同的事情， because if someone, anyone had just done one thing differently that day,
整个世界可能都不一样了！ the whole world might be different!
就像，如果我抓住你，把你带进去呢？ Like, what if I had just grabbed you and taken you inside?
你就会还在这里。 You would still be here.
格莱斯顿先生和夫人。 Mr. and Mrs. Gladstone.
不是的！ No!
我为什么不带你进去呢？ Why didn't I take you inside?
我是你的大姐。 I'm your big sister.
我本该保护你的。 I was supposed to protect you.
这不是你的错，苔丝。 It's not your fault, Tess.
这不是你的错。 It's not your fault.
这是一场非常非常可怕的事故。 It was a terrible, awful accident.
但这就是全部，苔丝。 But that's all it was, Tess.
这只是个意外。 It was just an accident.
好吧? Okay?
你确定你不想要你的吊坠吗？ You sure you don't want your pendant?
不用了。你要抓住它。 Nah. You hang onto it.
另外，我要回家过感恩节，所以... Plus, I'm coming home for Thanksgiving, so...
你不会有事吧？ Are you gonna be okay?
嗯。 Yeah.
再见。 Bye.
我和大卫说好了我要回家 I made a deal with David that I'd come home
如果他能把我爸和吉米从监狱里弄出来。 if he got my dad and Jimmy out of jail.
我不知道具体是什么时候， I didn't know exactly when,
但令人惊讶的是，其他人做到了。 but surprisingly someone else did.
你看起来和你妈妈一样失望。 You've got that same look of disappointment as your mom.
这是公平的。 And that's fair.
你会想出办法的，好吗？ You're gonna figure things out, okay?
泰西，我很抱歉。 Tessie, I am so sorry.
我一生中最糟糕的一天是你妈妈开车离开。 Worst day of my life was when your mom drove away.
这是第二次。 This is the second.
赶快。 Come on.
我不想让这件事走错路，但是... I don't want this to come out the wrong way, but...
在我爸爸家更容易忘记你， it was easier to forget about you at my dad's,
尤其是在吉米和我开始一起玩的时候。 especially once Jimmy and I started hanging out together.
就像妈妈一样，我需要一点距离 Just like Mom, I needed a little distance
去感受一些不是悲伤的东西 to feel something that wasn't sadness
或者愤怒。 or anger.
晚上，你睡在电视遥控器上，而不是泰迪熊。 At night, you slept with a TV remote instead of a teddy bear.
你把土豆叫做“土豆”。 You called potatoes "motatoes."
如果没有你的兔耳朵，你哪也去不了。 And you wouldn't ever go anywhere without your bunny ears.
你是早熟的，有趣的，吵闹的 Your were precocious and funny and loud
也很甜蜜， and sweet,
我永远，永远不会忘记你。 and I will never, ever forget you.
佐伊，你的名字..。 Zoe, your name...
这意味着生命。 it means life.
没关系的。 It's okay.
明天之前我会把你的东西送过去，好吗？ I'll drop your stuff by tomorrow, all right?
我的，嗯. My, um...
我的黄色笔记本，它在我的床头柜上。 my yellow notebook, it's, um, it's on my nightstand.
还有.。 And...
有--有一张妈妈和佐伊的照片 there's a-- there's a picture of Mom and Zoe
它就藏在我的枕头下面。 and it's tucked under my pillow.
答应我你不会忘记这一点，好吗？ Promise me you won't forget that, okay?
我保证。 I promise.
科林·鲍威尔呢？ What about Colin Powell?
你介意他住在你那里吗？ Do you mind if he stays at your place?
至少有一小段时间是这样。 At least for a little while.
在我的住处待一段时间似乎成了一件事。 Seems like staying at my place for a little while is becoming a thing.
-好的.-好了，够了. - All right. - All right, that's enough.
泰西女孩。 Tessie girl.
谢谢。 Thank you.
苔丝！ Tess!
嗨!到这儿来! Hi! Come here!
宝贝，过来！我很想念你! Baby, come here! I missed you!
你要留下来吗？ Are you staying?
嗯。是的，我是 Yeah. Yeah, I am.
我不是说一切都好，因为事实并非如此， I'm not saying everything is okay, 'cause it's not,
但就像整个国家一样，我们的故事远未结束。 but like the whole country, our story is far from over.
一个关于前后的故事。 A story about before and after.
在你出生之前 Before you were born
在那之后。 and after.
在你过早地离开我们之前 Before you left us far too soon
在那之后。 and after.
在我逃到我爸家之前。 Before I ran away to my dad's house...
...以及之后. ...and after.
在我准备好康复之前 Before I was ready to get better
在那之后。 and after.
永远的爱， Love always,
泰丝。 Tess.
♪这好像是昨天的事♪ ♪ It seems like yesterday ♪
♪说我第一次见到你，♪ ♪ That I saw you For the first time ♪
♪，嗯，♪ ♪ Mm-hmm ♪
♪嗯-♪ ♪ Mm-hmm-hmm-hmm ♪
♪Out of Body♪ ♪ Out of body ♪
♪我看到了红色然后你♪ ♪ I'm seeing red Then you ♪
♪我该怎么办？♪ ♪ What was I to do? ♪
♪啊-啊-啊♪ ♪ Ahh-ahh-ahh ♪
♪在我脑海中奔跑♪ ♪ Runnin' through my head ♪
♪喜欢跨城交通♪ ♪ Like crosstown traffic ♪
♪和挤满了像闹市区一样去布洛克♪ ♪ And jammed up Like downtown to Braddock ♪
♪和我们遇到♪之后 ♪ And after we met ♪
♪哦，我就知道我会建一座桥♪ ♪ Oh, I knew I would build a bridge ♪
-♪From My World to You♪-♪Ye♪ -♪ From my world to you ♪ -♪ Yeah ♪
♪‘因为你移动♪的方式中有些东西 ♪ 'Cause something In the way you move ♪
♪让我的心都碎成了♪ ♪ Makes my heart break into ♪
♪A百万件小件♪ ♪ A million little pieces ♪
♪爬回我的胸膛♪ ♪ That scramble back Into my chest ♪
♪谁说爱情很容易？♪ ♪ Who said love was easy? ♪
♪我们都知道这很难♪ ♪ We both know it's hard ♪
♪而是被你爱着♪ ♪ But to be loved by you ♪
♪和♪一样简单 ♪ Is as easy as it comes ♪
♪啊-啊♪ ♪ Ahh-ahh-ahh-ahh ♪
♪感觉就像昨天一样♪ ♪ It feels like yesterday ♪
♪哦，我看到你了♪ ♪ Oh, that I saw you ♪
最后一次的♪♪ ♪ For the last time ♪
♪嗯-♪ ♪ Uh-huh-huh-huh ♪
-♪in My Body♪-♪in My Body...♪ -♪ In my body ♪ -♪ In my body... ♪
♪我祈祷你知道--哦，♪ ♪ I pray that you know-oh ♪
♪你在这里被爱得有多深？♪ ♪ How deeply You are loved here ♪
♪啊-啊♪ ♪ Ah-ah-ah-ah ♪
♪你永远活在我们心中♪ ♪ You live forever In our hearts ♪
♪就像路线图♪ ♪ Like a roadmap ♪
♪你看到什么了♪ ♪ What do you see ♪
♪在你回来的路上♪ ♪ On your way back ♪
♪那不是定期回家的旅行♪ ♪ That is no regular Trip home ♪
♪只有你，我亲爱的♪ ♪ And only you, my love ♪
♪可以通过♪看到它 ♪ Can see it through ♪
♪‘因为你移动♪的方式中有些东西 ♪ 'Cause something In the way you move ♪
♪让我的心都碎成了♪ ♪ Makes my heart break into ♪
♪A百万件小件♪ ♪ A million little pieces ♪
♪爬回我的胸膛♪ ♪ That scramble back Into my chest ♪
♪谁说爱情很容易？♪ ♪ Who said love was easy? ♪
♪我们都知道这很难♪ ♪ We both know it's hard ♪
♪而是被你爱着♪ ♪ But to be loved by you ♪
♪和♪一样简单 ♪ Is as easy as it comes ♪
♪啊-啊♪ ♪ Ahh-ahh-ahh-ahh ♪
♪是的♪ ♪ Yeah ♪
♪在这个空中飞人上我们是并行的♪ ♪ On this trapeze We are parallel ♪
♪到我们的♪全景图 ♪ To a panorama view of ours ♪
♪Shapemaker♪ ♪ Shapemaker ♪
♪这太原始了，♪ ♪ It's so raw ♪
♪你能做什么♪ ♪ What you can do ♪
♪啊-啊-哦♪ ♪ Ah-ah-oh ♪
♪你拉开了火的面纱♪ ♪ You drew the veil Of fire ♪
♪和火山灰从天而降♪ ♪ And ash rains From the sky ♪
♪哦-哦♪ ♪ Oh-oh-oh-oh ♪
♪来自如此高，如此高的♪ ♪ From so high, so high ♪
♪如此之高，以至于我们坠落♪ ♪ So high we fall ♪
♪我们坠入爱河♪ ♪ We fall in love ♪
♪‘因为你移动♪的方式中有些东西 ♪ 'Cause something In the way you move ♪
♪让我的心都碎成了♪ ♪ Makes my heart break into ♪
♪A百万件小件♪ ♪ A million little pieces ♪
♪爬回我的胸膛♪ ♪ That scramble back Into my chest ♪
♪谁说爱情很容易？♪ ♪ Who said love was easy? ♪
♪我们都知道这很难♪ ♪ We both know it's hard ♪
♪而是被你爱着♪ ♪ But to be loved by you ♪
♪和♪一样简单 ♪ Is as easy as it comes ♪
♪‘因为你移动♪的方式中有些东西 ♪ 'Cause something In the way you move ♪
♪让我的心都碎成了♪ ♪ Makes my heart break into ♪
♪A百万件小件♪ ♪ A million little pieces ♪
♪爬回我的胸膛♪ ♪ That scramble back Into my chest ♪
♪谁说爱情很容易？♪ ♪ Who said love was easy? ♪
♪我们都知道这很难♪ ♪ We both know it's hard ♪
♪而是被你爱着♪ ♪ But to be loved by you ♪
♪和♪一样简单 ♪ Is as easy as it comes ♪
♪啊-啊♪ ♪ Ahh-ahh-ahh-ahh ♪